Jennifer Lopez Speaks On Crashed Marriage, Says She Felt Like Dying

Hollywood actress, Jennifer Lopez has revealed how she felt after her first marriage to Ben Affleck crashed.

Reflecting on her rekindled romance with the actor in an interview with Apple Music 1, Lopez narrated how emotionally downcasted she felt after her first engagement to Ben Affleck was called off.

She said: “It was so painful after we broke up.

“Once we called off that wedding 20 years ago, it was the biggest heartbreak of my life. I honestly felt like I was going to die.

“It sent me on a spiral for the next 18 years where I just couldn’t get it right. But now, 20 years later, it does have a happy ending. It has the most ‘would never happen in Hollywood’ ending.”

53-year-old Lopez who rekindled her romance 17 years after their first split also disclosed that she will be releasing a new album called “This Is Me … Now,” an updated play on her 2002 release, “This Is Me… Then.”

Lopez said; “We captured me at this moment in time when I was reunited with the love of my life and we decided we were going to be together forever.

“The whole message of the album is, ‘This love exists. This is a real love.’”