So its Wednesday WCW….Popular comedian Known as Lepacious Bose shares some secret information, what she’s has being through 25years ago.
See what she wrote below:
so i notice i have never gotten into the WCW thing lol… I finally decided to crush on ME today. Don’t get me wrong i am absolutely in love with myself, I love to take pictures and talk about my weight loss experience but that took over 25 years of my life.
the devil stole 25 years of my life due to weight and hypothyroidism. I suffered in silence because no one understood my issues, i didn’t even understand myself.
i hated myself and was constantly suicidal yet I made people laugh (what an irony). i cracked jokes about my weight because it was the only way I knew to look like I didn’t care, yet I cared!!! Countless times I would have a great performance but drive home in tears, it was a crazy, roller coaster feeling.
It was a crazy, roller coaster feeling. It was not just the weight it was much more but I could not explain it. I was scared. I would be on stage and have a brain log and forget a joke right in the middle of delivery, just go blank, and have to come up stuff on the spur of the moment to cover for the lapse, I started to dread performing.
Trust me I have gotten into my caar before and took me about 10mins to remember exactly where I was going, I just sat there, tears of frustartion rolling down. (One day I will write it all in a book).
It’s hard enough to loose weight but to loose weight while having hypothyroidism is almost like fighting demonds, I just wanted to sleep and not wake up, why won’t God be kind and do that for me? I could not sleep unless I was heavily sedated with sleeping pills and could not boot in the morning without a stong cup of coffee… Am still trying to loose about 20kg, it’s getting harded lol…
it’s getting more difficult to say no to things I used to love lol… It’s been almost 5 years on this crazy but amazing journey, 5 years of pain, tears frustration, laughter, joy and triumph…
5years of wanting so badly to bing on a bowl of ice cream or a bag of malteasers but not giving in. 5 years of dreaming of chease cake lol… I might dream fro a long time. 5 years and a lifetime to go, because I AM WORTH FIGHTING FOR. MY NAME IS LEPACIOUS BOSE AND I AM A THYROID WARRIOR, A SURVIVOR. #stilltoolegittoquit
Source: Naija News